So
Saul eyed David from that day forward. (1 Samuel 18:9)
I read this quote today, “Imagine being so free from
envy that you can rejoice in other people’s successes.” (Erwin Lutzer) How convicting! You know pastors struggle with this. The church down the road soars while theirs
struggles and you have fertile soil for the weeds of envy to flourish. Someone else makes more money, another family’s
children receive the college scholarships, some other choir member is asked to
sing a solo, and on and on it goes. Saul
was poisoned by envy of David. It would
prove deadly—ending in the king’s suicide and death of his son, Jonathan, in
battle. What a difference David might
have made in Saul’s life had he leaned on David, rather than loathing him!
David’s success was the seed of envy’s weed (1
Sam.18:1-9). After the victory over the
Philistines, Saul was celebrated, but not with the fanfare that David the
giant-slayer received. It is interesting
to note that Prince Jonathan overcame this temptation—he pulled those weeds—and
became a loyal friend to David. Jonathan
would have to walk a tightrope of loyalty to his father and his friend, yet was
able to do so. We cannot avoid facing
the temptation to envy, yet we can refuse to yield to it. Martin Luther put it this way, “You cannot keep birds from flying
over your head but you can keep them from building a nest in your hair.”
Saul did not get the same accolades as David, but he
had not accomplished the same feat.
Goliath had been challenging the armies of Israel and defying God for
days when the shepherd boy showed up with a slingshot. Why didn’t the King—who was the most
physically qualified to battle a giant—represent the nation? His faith toward God and faithfulness to
God failed. In his heart he knew, and
that shame in his soul bred envy. Saul’s
life became a mission—not to succeed, but to survive—to retain his position at
all costs. Many ministries and ministers
are stifled by that same strife—instead of bearing fruit for God’s glory, they
are overrun by the weeds of envy. What
is in the garden of your heart?
Envy is called one of the seven deadly sins—along with
pride, covetousness, lust, gluttony, anger, and sloth. Thomas Aquinas, a thirteenth century
theologian, taught that they were deadly not just for their own severity as
sins, but that they opened the door for other evils. Envy certainly opened the door for God’s
departure from Saul’s soul, and the entrance of a demonic spirit to torment him
(1 Sam.18:10-16). The troubled king
could find no peace. Fear gripped
him. Paranoia plagued him. Envy would bring strife between Saul and his
daughter who married David, and the king and his son who befriended David. This is the evil of envy.
Saul would never become what he might have been. He instead became what he should not have
been. David was a man after God’s own
heart. That is a choice Saul might have
made—that any of us can make—yet, he chose a heart to pursue and preserve
worldly power and position. God is no
respecter of persons—we can have as much of God as we want. Saul wanted something else. He desired his own glory rather than the
glory of God. Jonathan did not succumb
because he trusted a Sovereign God to place people as He saw fit. Promotion comes from the Lord.
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